Hey peeps, me again, duh. this is my next song, WARNING! THIS SONG SHOULD NOT BE RED BY ANYONE EASILY DEPRESSED! its called 'loosing control'.

Loosing Control

Intro:
Times passing by
As I’m lost in my dark grey sky
Forgetting who I am, I’m completely gone
I’m slipping away; I can’t control my thoughts…

Vs. 1
And you can all see these scars
But you all believe the lies
You refuse to see the truth in my eyes
You all think I’m perfectly fine
But I’ve lost my mind

Chrs.
Loosing control
I’m not afraid
To open these wounds again and again
Loosing grip
I’m not scared
To embrace the darkness in my mind
It's welcoming, you will find

Vs. 2so tell yourselves what you want
I’ll believe myself
You don’t speak my language anymore
So screw you I don’t care
I’m okay by myself; I don’t need your so called help

Chrs.
Loosing control
I’m not afraid
To open these wounds again and again
Loosing grip
I’m not scared
To embrace the darkness in my mind
It's welcoming, you will find
(Instrumental)

Chrs.
Loosing control
I’m not afraid
To open these wounds again and again
Loosing grip
I’m not scared
To embrace the darkness in my mind
It's welcoming, you will find

Vs. 3
No I’m not afraid
To let go
I’ll forget all my pain
I’ll let it go
And so I say goodbye…

Chrs.
Loosing control
I’m not afraid
To open these wounds again and again
Loosing grip
I’m not scared
To embrace the darkness in my mind
It's welcoming, you will find

outro:
Halfway gone
I can’t hold on…
Letting go, I’m loosing grip
And I’ll stay silent as I fall…

Hey Peeps. I've got my latest song completed, its called 'Fades slowly into black'...And no, it is nothing like the metallica song 'fade to black', so don't leave me comments saying 'oh, you toataly plagerized the name!', got it?!

Fades slowly into black

Intro:
Lost in my world of sorrow
Will this never end?
Slowly lurching forward I look at myself
This must be what it's like in hell

Vs. 1:
Will this let me be? I cannot tell
I’m empty to the point of agony
Something burns inside of me
Drenched in blood I look away
I say goodbye to my final day

Chrs.:
So stare at the roof, watch as it spins
And I know I let the sorrow win
So look at the red and watch as it changes
Watch as it fades slowly into black
And everything goes black…

Vs. 2
I’ve lost the will to live
The worlds got nothing left to give… to me
In the back of my mind,
Suicide creeps in
My only escape now

Chrs.:
So stare at the roof, watch as it spins
And I know I let the sorrow win
So look at the red and watch as it changes
Watch as it fades slowly into black
And everything goes black…


Vs. 3
So why go on
Living in agony for so long
I’ll say goodbye to all I love
You’ll forget me when I’m gone
And so I say ‘so long’

Chrs.:
So stare at the roof, watch as it spins
And I know I let the sorrow win
So look at the red and watch as it changes
Watch as it fades slowly into black
And everything goes black…

(Instrumental)

Outro:
Lost in my world of sorrow
Will this never end?
Slowly lurching forward I look at myself
This is what it's like in hell

hey guys, i have written up two songs, the first ne is a song about my depression (april showers) And the second (I Can't Breathe) is a love song about a boy named drew who i am like totally in love with.

April showers

v.1
Staring at a dark grey sky
As time is slowly slipping by
Here comes the rain again,
Here comes the pain again,

Pre chorus
I keep thinking,
“I’ll see the sun soon enough”
But waiting is getting to tough,
You’ve given me April showers,
Now I want my May flowers!
Don’tcha know what they say?

Chorus
April showers bring May flowers,
Sunny days that last for hours
Oh please, give me flowers that will never die,
Permanently wipe the grey from my sky,
I need May flowers!

v.2
Now the rain is pouring down,
Quickly flooding this empty town,
The world is a cruel and unusual place,
When things disappear without a trace,

Pre chorus
I keep thinking,
“I’ll see the sun soon enough”
But waiting is getting to tough,
You’ve given me April showers,
Now I want my May flowers!

Don’tcha know what they say?

Chorus
April showers bring May flowers,
Sunny days that last for hours
Oh please, give me flowers that will never die,
Permanently wipe the grey from my sky,
I need may flowers!

V.3
I can’t take it anymore,
I’m sick of watching the rain pour,
May never seems to come,
April never seems to go

Oh, Don’tcha No?

Chorus
April showers bring May flowers,
Sunny days that last for hours
Oh please, give me flowers that will never die,
Permanently wipe the grey from my sky,
I need may flowers!
So give me my may flowers…

I Can’t breathe (When you talk to me)

Vs. 1
You turn to me and start to talk
I try to reply but I choke
I can’t make out the words I need to say
You laugh and I blush
Then I start talking in a rush
You turn away and I hang my head
I don’t know what I just said

Chrs.
But you don’t see
What you mean to me
And you don’t know
The powers you posses
That melt my heart
And tear me apart
And do you know that I can’t breathe
When you talk to me?

Vs. 2
Your always with your friends when I want you alone
I want to walk and talk with you; I want to take you Home
I want to kiss you and stare into your eyes
I want to lay in your arms and sit under the skies
I want to tell you how I feel
But I need to get real

Chrs.
But you don’t see
What you mean to me
And you don’t know
The powers you posses
That melt my heart
And tear me apart
And do you know that I can’t breathe
When you talk to me?


Vs. 3
And when I go to sleep at night
He’s there in my Dreams
Lying next to me in my bed
And it hurts because it's all in my head
You’re there saving me from my sea of sorrow
Then plunging me deeper when I wake
I want you more than everything in the world
And I need you more than the oxygen I breathe

Chrs.
But you don’t see
What you mean to me
And you don’t know
The powers you posses
That melt my heart
And tear me apart
And do you know that I can’t breathe
When you talk to me?

Coda
Do you know how I feel?
Will these fantasies ever be real?
You’re haunting my Dreams
I want you out of my head and in my bed
I want you to take me away
I want you to love me
The way I love you