Fifteen minutes of shame

Fifteen minutes of shame

v.1
Hollywood
Never could
Be as great as people say,
Is it a life of fame,
Or a life of shame,
That you’re standing in your way?

v.2
Every were you look
Some celebrity’s life’s been shook
Jon and Kate fight over their kids,
And Britney flipped her lidso go ahead and take their life,
Go ahead and lose your mind.

Chrs.
So come on, come on,
Come get your fifteen minutes!
Come on come on,
Come get your fifteen minutes of fame!
Rock our world,
Then sell your soul!
We bid you farewell,
Now join the others in hell,
So go on, go on,
Go on and get your fifteen minutes,
Get your fifteen minutes of shame!

v.3
Watching entertainment tonight
Another celebrity’s in a fight
With god knows what,
And I don’t give a fuck,
Uh oh, what do I do?
Because for this song, some celeb might sue!
v. 3
I have to admit, I did laugh,
When Ashley’s life was torn in half,
Cause a coyote took her dog,
And to that coyote I say good job!
Hey, don’t get mad, I’m just having fun
So please all you celebrities, put away your guns.

Chrs.
So come on, come on,
Come get your fifteen minutes!
Come on come on,
Come get your fifteen minutes of fame!
Rock our world,
Then sell your soul!
We bid you farewell,
Now join the others in hell,
So go on, go on,
Go on and get your fifteen minutes,
Get your fifteen minutes of shame!

v.4
I’ve been sad for a while,
But all these mishaps give me reason to smile
So celebs, keep doin your thing,
So I can write another song to sing

Chrs.
So come on, come on,
Come get your fifteen minutes!
Come on come on,
Come get your fifteen minutes of fame!
Rock our world,
Then sell your soul!
We bid you farewell,
Now join the others in hell,
So go on, go on,
Go on and get your fifteen minutes,
Get your fifteen minutes of shame!

Me again!

Yo yo, music lovers! I got a new song, and its not my usual depressed emo stuff, in fact, this stuff is actually kinda funny! its making fun of celebrities, so yeah, funny stuff, tell me what you think!

Alone

v.1
Starring at a dark grey sky,
Another day has passed me by,
Alone again,
You left me alone again,
You left me to drown,
In my endless sea,
Of sorrow,
I gave up on tomorrow
v.2
You push me away,
When I need you most,
Plunging me deeper,
Into depression,
I know I need help,
But you won’t listen,
Alone,
So lonely...
(chrs. Inst.)

v.3
Invisibility,
My greatest feat,
People walk through me,
Act like they don’t even notice,
I’m standing right here,
Ignore me,
Destroy me,
Let me cry myself to sleep,





v.4
That poor lonely girl,
Nobody cares for her,
Don’t ask if I’m okay,
You won’t get an answer,
I’ll just show you my scars,
And walk away,
I feel numb today,
Is that so bad?

(inst. Chrs.)

Alone again,
You left me alone again

(instrumental)

Suicidal thoughts,
Always run through my head,
Because of you,
Can you handle the guilt?

(instrumental)

I cut myself at night,
Because of you,
Can you handle the guilt?

(instrumental)

I cry myself to sleep,
Because of you,
Can you handle the guilt?

(Instrumental)
I was left alone,
By you,
Can you handle the guilt?
Can you take it?

Fight the Night

Vs.1
Plunged into a world of darkness
With no stars above my head
No moon to light the sky
Nothing left but night

Stuck in a world I cannot escape
Nothing but forests, demons, and shotguns too,
No one can help me fight
‘cause this is my dream

Chrs.
I need to fight the night,
Cannot scream for help
‘cause no one cares
So pull myself together
And learn to fight,
I will defeat the night!

Vs.2
Will the sun never rise?
The clouds in the sky block out the light,
Nothing can keep me up tonight,
It’s time to learn to fight,

Carry me away,
Towards the light
End the night,
Awaken the true world...
So full of sorrow,
Where’s my sweet escape?

Chrs.
I need to fight the night,
Cannot scream for help
‘cause no one cares
So pull myself together
And learn to fight,
I will defeat the night!

(instrumental)

Vs. 3
Where’s my sweet escape?
(Plunged into a world of darkness
With no stars above my head
No moon to light the sky
Nothing left but night)

Is there no escape?
(Nothing left but night... no stars no moon... only a world of darkness...)
I must defeat the night!

(instrumental)

Chrs.
I need to fight the night,
Cannot scream for help
‘cause no one cares
So pull myself together
And learn to fight,
I will defeat the night!















Could you survive?

1
Who can know
What it's like In hell?
No one alive can truly know
But I disagree

If you want hell
Then step into my shoes
And walk around
In my own personal version of hell

Pre chorus
Feel my hate
Feel my pain
Cry my tears
Live my fears

Chrs.
Do you think you could survive?
Could you survive if you lived my life
For just one year
Could you cry my tears?
Could you bleed my blood?
Or is it just too much?

2
I know what it's like in hell
Hell is where you see all that you hate
And where your haunted by your memories
And hell has no escape

But I ruled out death
There’s another way
To end my pain
I just can’t find it yet


Pre chorus
Feel my hate
Feel my pain
Cry my tears
Live my fears

Chrs.
Do you think you could survive?
Could you survive if you lived my life
For just one year
Could you cry my tears?
Could you bleed my blood?
Or is it just too much?

(outro)









Hollow


Intro
There’s an emptiness in my soul
Something that threatens to devour me whole,
There’s a hole in my heart
Something that rips and tears me apart

v. 1
I lie behind closed doors
Glaring at the walls
I locked myself in so no one could see
What has become of me

Chrs.
I’m no more than a hollow shell
Never show how I feel
You’ll never see the truth in my eyes
So I’ll keep telling you lies

Holding myself together
I’m gonna snap if I don’t break free
Of my curse
But I’ll be okay

I’m okay...
I’m okay...

v. 2
Somewhere deep inside
A demon grows
Aching to break free
It hides inside of me

It feeds on my hate
It laughs at my pain
It watches me cry
It makes me want to die...
Chrs.
I’m no more than a hollow shell
Never show how I feel
You’ll never see the truth in my eyes
So I’ll keep telling you lies

Holding myself together
I’m gonna snap if I don’t break free
Of my curse
But I’ll be okay

I’m okay...
I’m okay...

(instrumental)

Chrs.
I’m no more than a hollow shell
Never show how I feel
You’ll never see the truth in my eyes
So I’ll keep telling you lies

Holding myself together
I’m gonna snap if I don’t break free
Of my curse
But I’ll be okay

I’m okay...
I’m okay...

Vs. 3
Release me to the world
Soon they’ll see
What has become of me
A demon inside

(short instrumental)



Outro
I know the path to true happiness
But the only way to walk down it
Is to die...
Wounded

1
You stare at me as I lay here crying
You stare at me as I lay here dying
You laugh at me as my blood drains out
You laugh at me as I scream and shout

2
So suddenly, I wake from this dream
With no understanding, I begin to scream
But nobody comes to see if I’m okay
Nobody cares, no way

Chrs.
My heart is bleeding, my mind is scarred
Death is to empty, life is to hard
I can’t escape, I’m to wounded
Can’t someone heal me?

3
I stand alone with tears in my eyes
I stand alone with fears piled high
I walk alone with the cuts on my heart
I walk alone cause my life’s torn apart

4
I wander around this empty town
I’m going nowhere, just standing around
Can’t move forward, can’t move back
Lets face it, I’m trapped

Chrs.
My heart is bleeding, my mind is scarred
Death is to empty, life is to hard
I can’t escape, I’m to wounded
Can’t someone heal me?

(Inst.)
1
You stare at me as I lay here crying
You stare at me as I lay here dying
You laugh at me as my blood drains out
You laugh at me as I scream and shout

Chrs.
My heart is bleeding, my mind is scarred
Death is to empty, life is to hard
I can’t escape, I’m to wounded
Can’t someone heal me?

(outro)

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Ffeefall

Vs.1
I know
I’m just a little insane
Ripping at wounds
Screaming at the darkness,
As it pulls me in…

Pre chrs.
Fear is nothing real,
Fear is in your mind,
Yet it takes you over,
How can you face something you can’t see?

Chrs.
Haunted by my memories,
Fearing what I cannot see,
Fearing what is me,
Falling off this cliff,
My Freefall!

Vs.2
One day,
I’m gonna snap,
And one day,
I’m gonna drown you,
In my painful rage

Pre chrs.
Fear is nothing real,
Fear is in your mind,
Yet it takes you over,
How can you face something you can’t see?

Chrs.
Haunted by my memories,
Fearing what I cannot see,
Fearing what is me,
Falling off this cliff,
My Freefall!
(step into darkness, prepare to die, your to late, you can feel my hate, step into the darkness, prepare to die)
Freefalling!
Haunted by my memories
fearing what i can't see,
fearing what is me,
falling off this cliff,
my freefall
(step off the cliff, there is no hope, nothing to soften your fall, only those sharp rocks, waiting down below...)

Need To Be Heard

Need to be Heard


1
Teens are seen, but we’re not heard
Adults can’t hear our screamed out words
We all call out for help, we all scream and shout
But still you ignore us like you don’t care

2
All we want is for you to say you care,
We’re sick of hearing ‘life’s not fair’
You don’t care when we cry in the moonlit night,
So you don’t understand why we start to fight

Chrs.
All we really want is for you to hear,
For you to listen as we describe or fears,
All we really want is for someone to care,
We don’t want you to stop and stare
We just have a need to be heard

3
Don’t you remember being our age,
And how life can feel like a locked cage?
Don’t you remember that need to escape,
In any possible way?

4
Won’t you take the time out of your busy lives,
Just to hear us cry and ask us why?
Sometimes all we want is to talk to you,
And all we want is for you to think we’re telling the truth

Pre Chrs.
(Teens have a hard time to, can’t you listen and see us through it?)



Chrs.
All we really want is for you to hear,
For you to listen as we describe or fears,
All we really want is for someone to care,
We don’t ant you to stop and stare
We just have a need to be heard

The Darkest Hour

The Darkest Hour

1
(Only those who live in darkness have a chance to see the light)
(If you are full of hate, how can you expect to be loved?)

Been spending to much time
Sitting alone crying
Walking through a dim lit tunnel,
There must be a light that I can’t see,
Somewhere in the darkness

Chrs.
They say the darkest hour comes before the light
The clouds always reveal the moon on a dim lit night
The sun will always shine behind the moon
The light is always there, you’ll see it soon

2
Now I see the light,
Shining just out of reach,
I must be patient, I have to wait
(it will come to me soon)

Chrs.
They say the darkest hour comes before the light
The clouds always reveal the moon on a dim lit night
The sun will always shine behind the moon
The light is always there, you’ll see it soon

3
The clouds will always blow away,
The night can only be broken by the light of day,
The stars will always light the night sky,
Even when clouds roll by

Chrs.
They say the darkest hour comes before the light
The clouds always reveal the moon on a dim lit night
The sun will always shine behind the moon
The light is always there, you’ll see it soon

4
You must accept the darkness if you want to see the light
If you hate, you cannot be loved

Not-so-secret-lover

Not-so-secret lover

1
I can see you starring from across the room
And I long to be with you soon
Is this for real, or just a test?
Will you love me forever, or crush me like the rest?

2
I can see you in my head
But I want you in my bed
Do you really care, or is it just my imagination
You cannot escape this determination

Chrs.
Sexy boy,
I’m your secret lover,
Keep your mind in the gutter,
I want it there
I’m your not-so-secret lover

3
Why do you treat me like this?
Nice right now, a total jerk later,
You make me love you, than make me hate you,
I want you, I need you,
Total infatuation…

Chrs.
Sexy boy,
I’m your secret lover,
Keep your mind in the gutter,
I want it there
I’m your not-so-secret lover

4
Did you tell the truth,
When you said you thought I was hot?
I like you a lot,
It's not that hard to tell…
Chrs.
Sexy boy,
I’m your secret lover,
Keep your mind in the gutter,
I want it there
I’m your not-so-secret lover

Unholy Spirit

1
Demons in my mind
Calling my name all the time
I do not wish for you to leave
I’ll worship you for all eternity

Chrs.
Unholy spirit,
I welcome your demonic presence,
Take my life in the night,
I will worship you for all of eternity

2
Fear and tears have taken away the will to live
But you’re supplying some hope
So I surrender my soul to you
If you’re willing to save me

Chrs.
Unholy spirit,
I welcome your demonic presence,
Take my life in the night,
I will worship you for all of eternity

3
Slip me away at night,
I don’t want to get up tomorrow
Your there in my head
And I’m not afraid anymore

(instrumental)

Chrs.
Unholy spirit,
I welcome your demonic presence,
Take my life in the night,
I will worship you for all of eternity

Sweet lonely sanctuary

Sweet Lonely Sanctuary

Vs. 1
Walking in a dark street, no ones around
My own thoughts are the only sound
I stand alone, Brave and tall in a pointless world,
My own land, this is my Home

Chrs.
Sweet lonely sanctuary,
You are my freedom from this hell,
The only thing that keeps me well,
Sweet lonely sanctuary,
Hidden deep in my mind,
You’re never hard to find

Vs. 2
My own heart Is pounding in my head,
I’ve been left alone again
Blood runs over my white clothes,
This is my escape

Chrs.
Sweet lonely sanctuary,
You are my freedom from this hell,
The only thing that keeps me well,
Sweet lonely sanctuary,
Hidden deep in my mind,
Your never hard to find

Vs. 3
If I can hold on for a little longer,
I might get help,
But what if no one cares?
Escape to my home, my own land

Chrs.
Sweet lonely sanctuary,
You are my freedom from this hell,
The only thing that keeps me well,
Sweet lonely sanctuary,
Hidden deep in my mind,
Your never hard to find

Vs. 4
The moon in the sky
Shines so bright,
Is that my light in the dark?
Why do those clouds always roll by?

Chrs.
Sweet lonely sanctuary,
You are my freedom from this hell,
The only thing that keeps me well,
Sweet lonely sanctuary,
Hidden deep in my mind,
You’re never hard to findSo easy to find…

Forgotten

Forgotten

Vs. 1
Have you forgotten who I am?
Do you even know I still exist?
Don’t you remember all we had?
I gave you my heart and you tore it apart
Did you forget?

Chrs.
I left with tears in my eyes,
You told me not to cry,
You said you’d call, and it would be alright,
You left me in the dark and I fumbled for the light,
But you forgot me and you didn’t care,
And it's just not fair…

Vs. 2
So that was it, you left me all alone,
You left me with no one to hold
And I’ll admit that I miss you and it hurts to hear your name
But was this all just a game?

Chrs.
I left with tears in my eyes,
You told me not to cry,
You said you’d call, and it would be alright,
You left me in the dark and I fumbled for the light,
But you forgot me and you didn’t care,
And it's just not fair…

Instrumental

Vs. 3
How could you just forget me?
Did you ever even care?
Was I just not good enough, what’d I do wrong?
(spoken) I know I’m imperfect, but was that so bad?


Chrs.
I left with tears in my eyes,
You told me not to cry,
You said you’d call, and it would be alright,
You left me in the dark and I fumbled for the light,
But you forgot me and you didn’t care,And it's just not fair…

I'm Back!!!!

HEY DUDES!!!
Whats up? Just in case your wondering, no i did not go and shoot myself. yes, the songs i write do imply that i want to kill myself (except for the love songs, those imply i want to have sex with the guy i like) but if i did decide to kill mys;elf , i don't own a gun, because i live in Canada (yay, gun laws!) Anyways, I'm back with more emo songs AND a poem once every week! So check it 0ut!

Sorrow (no tomorrow)

hello people. this is my latest song. interpret its meaning yourself cause I'm too damn depressed right now to give you the back story.

Sorrow (no tomorrow)

Vs. 1

Have you ever felt so alone,
That the world seems to disappear?
Have you ever become so numb,
That you lose all sense of fear?

Vs. 2
So lay awake at night
A black abyss will pull you in,
Into sorrow
And you can try to fight it
But it's a fight you will never win

Chorus
Sorrow!
There's no tomorrow!
Fall into the darkness,
Don’t try to fight it,
Don’t deny it,
Sorrow!
Sorrow!
Taking over you…

Vs. 3
Have you ever lived a lie?
Hiding behind your words
So no one will ever know
Of the monster deep inside


Pre chorus
(Spoken) The night calls out for you
Dragging you down
You can’t fight it,
It will only win


Chorus
Sorrow!
There's no tomorrow!
Fall into the darkness,
Don’t try to fight it,
No, don’t deny it,
Sorrow!
Sorrow!
Taking over you…

(instrumental)

Chorus
Sorrow!
There's no tomorrow!
Fall into the darkness,
Don’t try to fight it,
No, don’t deny it,
Sorrow!
Sorrow!
Taking over you…

Vs. 4
There's no escaping it,
It will pull you in,
No! You can’t brake free,
It's taking over you

It's taking over you…
taking over you!

(instrumental)

Chorus
Sorrow!
There's no tomorrow!
Fall into the darkness,
Don’t try to fight it,
No, don’t deny it,
Sorrow!
Sorrow!
Taking over you…

Hey peeps, me again, duh. this is my next song, WARNING! THIS SONG SHOULD NOT BE RED BY ANYONE EASILY DEPRESSED! its called 'loosing control'.

Loosing Control

Intro:
Times passing by
As I’m lost in my dark grey sky
Forgetting who I am, I’m completely gone
I’m slipping away; I can’t control my thoughts…

Vs. 1
And you can all see these scars
But you all believe the lies
You refuse to see the truth in my eyes
You all think I’m perfectly fine
But I’ve lost my mind

Chrs.
Loosing control
I’m not afraid
To open these wounds again and again
Loosing grip
I’m not scared
To embrace the darkness in my mind
It's welcoming, you will find

Vs. 2so tell yourselves what you want
I’ll believe myself
You don’t speak my language anymore
So screw you I don’t care
I’m okay by myself; I don’t need your so called help

Chrs.
Loosing control
I’m not afraid
To open these wounds again and again
Loosing grip
I’m not scared
To embrace the darkness in my mind
It's welcoming, you will find
(Instrumental)

Chrs.
Loosing control
I’m not afraid
To open these wounds again and again
Loosing grip
I’m not scared
To embrace the darkness in my mind
It's welcoming, you will find

Vs. 3
No I’m not afraid
To let go
I’ll forget all my pain
I’ll let it go
And so I say goodbye…

Chrs.
Loosing control
I’m not afraid
To open these wounds again and again
Loosing grip
I’m not scared
To embrace the darkness in my mind
It's welcoming, you will find

outro:
Halfway gone
I can’t hold on…
Letting go, I’m loosing grip
And I’ll stay silent as I fall…

Hey Peeps. I've got my latest song completed, its called 'Fades slowly into black'...And no, it is nothing like the metallica song 'fade to black', so don't leave me comments saying 'oh, you toataly plagerized the name!', got it?!

Fades slowly into black

Intro:
Lost in my world of sorrow
Will this never end?
Slowly lurching forward I look at myself
This must be what it's like in hell

Vs. 1:
Will this let me be? I cannot tell
I’m empty to the point of agony
Something burns inside of me
Drenched in blood I look away
I say goodbye to my final day

Chrs.:
So stare at the roof, watch as it spins
And I know I let the sorrow win
So look at the red and watch as it changes
Watch as it fades slowly into black
And everything goes black…

Vs. 2
I’ve lost the will to live
The worlds got nothing left to give… to me
In the back of my mind,
Suicide creeps in
My only escape now

Chrs.:
So stare at the roof, watch as it spins
And I know I let the sorrow win
So look at the red and watch as it changes
Watch as it fades slowly into black
And everything goes black…


Vs. 3
So why go on
Living in agony for so long
I’ll say goodbye to all I love
You’ll forget me when I’m gone
And so I say ‘so long’

Chrs.:
So stare at the roof, watch as it spins
And I know I let the sorrow win
So look at the red and watch as it changes
Watch as it fades slowly into black
And everything goes black…

(Instrumental)

Outro:
Lost in my world of sorrow
Will this never end?
Slowly lurching forward I look at myself
This is what it's like in hell

hey guys, i have written up two songs, the first ne is a song about my depression (april showers) And the second (I Can't Breathe) is a love song about a boy named drew who i am like totally in love with.

April showers

v.1
Staring at a dark grey sky
As time is slowly slipping by
Here comes the rain again,
Here comes the pain again,

Pre chorus
I keep thinking,
“I’ll see the sun soon enough”
But waiting is getting to tough,
You’ve given me April showers,
Now I want my May flowers!
Don’tcha know what they say?

Chorus
April showers bring May flowers,
Sunny days that last for hours
Oh please, give me flowers that will never die,
Permanently wipe the grey from my sky,
I need May flowers!

v.2
Now the rain is pouring down,
Quickly flooding this empty town,
The world is a cruel and unusual place,
When things disappear without a trace,

Pre chorus
I keep thinking,
“I’ll see the sun soon enough”
But waiting is getting to tough,
You’ve given me April showers,
Now I want my May flowers!

Don’tcha know what they say?

Chorus
April showers bring May flowers,
Sunny days that last for hours
Oh please, give me flowers that will never die,
Permanently wipe the grey from my sky,
I need may flowers!

V.3
I can’t take it anymore,
I’m sick of watching the rain pour,
May never seems to come,
April never seems to go

Oh, Don’tcha No?

Chorus
April showers bring May flowers,
Sunny days that last for hours
Oh please, give me flowers that will never die,
Permanently wipe the grey from my sky,
I need may flowers!
So give me my may flowers…

I Can’t breathe (When you talk to me)

Vs. 1
You turn to me and start to talk
I try to reply but I choke
I can’t make out the words I need to say
You laugh and I blush
Then I start talking in a rush
You turn away and I hang my head
I don’t know what I just said

Chrs.
But you don’t see
What you mean to me
And you don’t know
The powers you posses
That melt my heart
And tear me apart
And do you know that I can’t breathe
When you talk to me?

Vs. 2
Your always with your friends when I want you alone
I want to walk and talk with you; I want to take you Home
I want to kiss you and stare into your eyes
I want to lay in your arms and sit under the skies
I want to tell you how I feel
But I need to get real

Chrs.
But you don’t see
What you mean to me
And you don’t know
The powers you posses
That melt my heart
And tear me apart
And do you know that I can’t breathe
When you talk to me?


Vs. 3
And when I go to sleep at night
He’s there in my Dreams
Lying next to me in my bed
And it hurts because it's all in my head
You’re there saving me from my sea of sorrow
Then plunging me deeper when I wake
I want you more than everything in the world
And I need you more than the oxygen I breathe

Chrs.
But you don’t see
What you mean to me
And you don’t know
The powers you posses
That melt my heart
And tear me apart
And do you know that I can’t breathe
When you talk to me?

Coda
Do you know how I feel?
Will these fantasies ever be real?
You’re haunting my Dreams
I want you out of my head and in my bed
I want you to take me away
I want you to love me
The way I love you